Finding Someone to Talk to!

 When you have something big happen in your life it is super important to have someone you feel comfortable with to talk with. I have found so many wonderful people to talk to! I have people that have been through what I have, people who are going though what I am, and people who have not been through it. 

I have a friend group that we talk with everyday! They have been my lifeline! They are always there for me when I am needing someone to vent to or complain. Those days that I am feeling completely lost they are able to bring me back. They can help me look at the positives of my life. We keep each other accountable for making sure we look at the positives everyday and do something active. This has helped me not drown in depression and sadness. I am so glad that we have each other. 

I have two amazing people that have already been through what I have been through! One of them is my friend Kaylee. She has been trying for a baby for five years with no success. She has severe PCOS as well as Endometriosis. She has been a shoulder to cry on when I feel like there is no hope. She constantly tells me that everything that I am doing is what I should be doing. I am on the right track to become a mom. I recently found out that my aunt Christa has PCOS as well. She tried for years and the only option at the time was getting a surrogate. She knows how hard it is for me to log in to Facebook or Instagram and see all of the baby announcements and posts. She knows how hard it is to go to a baby shower and feel a piece of your heart break off. We had an hour phone call the other day that I am immensely grateful for! She was able to answer some of my questions and make me feel validated in my feelings. 

My husband. He is my other half! He is the person who has seen the toll this has taken on me. He is so kind and understanding. I go to him when I am feeling sad, when I am feeling like there is no hope in the world, when there is no reason for me to be crying but I need a hug. He is always there for me. He will just hold me and wipe my tears away. He has been rock. My one person in this world who can make me smile when I am at my lowest. I would not be surviving any of this with out him. I love him more than anything in this world. He is my best friend and I can not wait to expand our family together. 

There have been so many other people in my life that have been helping me through this. I love every single one of them. I am so grateful for all that you have done for me. Thank you for helping me feel as though I am not alone.